So what ?

Valentines? Movie Valentines ? What so special ?

Couples hanging out together going for a movie ?

For me, Valentines is just a greeting , not something special for me.

Today is our fifth valentine together , nothing special , waking up early in the morning , have a bath , ate my breakfast and doing the same thing repeatly everyday facing the monitor.

Sometimes I just don't know why.. I felt envy those couples which they can meet like always..

What about me ? Why is it so hard for me just to see you ? I wished that you can be right by my side all the time.. but why not ? :'/

I know.. I Understand, I should be patient right ?

You told me I shouldn't envy right ?..

I think too much , I miss you too much.

You wouldn't know.. maybe ?

Seriously I need a hug from you now, I don't know why I got this feeling, I felt lonely :'/ 

Sighs , I think too much..

I should be happy that I got you right ? 

I'm just scared to be alone sometimes.. I needed you. 

Should stop here , I'm just too emotional.. :'/ 

See you on Saturday baby. Miss ya.

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15:42

14.11.2012